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 Assalamualaikum video source: Duha.Daily Surah Ad Dhuha. Surah Makkiyyah yang diturunkan sebelum penghijrahan Rasulullah SAW ke Madinah.   This surah is my favourite surah together with surah Insyirah. Seperti yang diriwayatkan oleh Imam Bukhari dan Muslim,   Orang-orang musyrik Quraisy mengejek-ejek Rasulullah SAW bahawa Allah telah meninggalkan baginda apabila wahyu terhenti untuk  satu tempoh.  Allah turunkan surah Ad Dhuha untuk menenangkan Nabi Muhammad SAW.  Allah tidak pernah meninggalkan Rasulullah SAW. When i was at my lowest point in life, the sorrow, the sadness, the pains, the heartbreak that i had to endure, i felt so lost. Iife was heavy until Allah moved my heart to listen to the recitation of Surah Ad-Dhuha. Though without understanding the meaning of the surah, the recitation was very soothing, my heart stopped aching for once and I felt calm. It felt like every verse simply touched your soul. It calmed the storms inside your heart. A...

 Assalamualaikum Kisah fountain pen.  My first fountain pen was a gift from my dad. Suka sangat masa tu sebab i was very envy to see my dad recursive handwriting written using a black fountain pen. rasa macam wow.  My fountain pen was with me where ever i went. From Malaysia to the UK. I brought the pen with and use it during exam to write especially essay paper.  When i moved to kl,  i remembered i still have my pen with me until we moved to our house then, i couldn't find my pen. Could be it was thrown away together with a big box of my personal belonging that was throw away by my fil back then. I was pretty upset.  I have planned to get a new one but at that time, my financial was very tight. After almost 20 years, Alhamdulillah,  today is my rizqi. an engraved greyish fountain pen for me as self reward after what i have been through for the past one year. Alhamdulillah for the blessing. Until then, TTFN!! blu4sky 07122025

 pic source: google Assalamualaikum Surah Al-kafirun.  After Surah 3 Qul and Al Kaustar, Surah Al-kafirun was another surah that i memorized.  Surah ni dihafal bila dah start mengaji dengan ustaz Ahmad.  Masa ni dah belajar hukum mad asli & dah kenal qalqalah besar & kecil.  One of the reason i memorized this surah, apart from sebab takut tak lancar baca bila ustaz tanya, stress ya ampun, was this is the surah yang silap haribulan bila dibaca tak jumpa jalan keluar 😄...  So i memorized this surah to make sure i can jumpa jalan keluar if i recite in solat.  I paid extra attention..terlebih khusyuk sebab takut terbabas 🤭...  And the surah is also serves as a reminder for me about lakum dinukum waliyadin... This is the part and parcel of my mengaji journey✌🏻 Until next, TTFN!!! blu4sky 27112025  

  source: google & ig Surah al ikhlas. Obviously the first surah i learnt and memorized once upon a time without knowing the meaning because this was the surah in belajar cara solat book.  Hafal pun tulisan rumi. So for years i only recited the surah like a parrot until i have the rizqi to learn mengaji with ustaz ahmad. But at that time, my mahraj was still far from correct. But that was the beginning of my knowledge on what is mad asli, what is qalqalah, the dengung and tak dengung which i often mixed up. It was not an easy journey but alhamdulillah i became aware there are many qalqalah in surah al ikhlas and i tried my best to improve my recitation. This was another part of the beginning of my mengaji journey Until next time, TTFN!!! blu4ksy 25112025

 Assalamualaikum Being an empath is not a curse though being an empath attrack narcisisst or avoidant Being an empath has the heart that care deeply Being an empath see everything, every emotion, every change Being an empath is Allah gift to a person to be able to feel deeply see things that others ignore or unnoticed But being an empath also has our weaknesses We forgot about boundaries that we go beyong Hence when others hurt us, we are hurt deeply Lesson learnt for an empath Love yourselves Set a boundary without compromise your values You feel deeply, you care truly,  you love sincerely That is an empath within me that i would not trade for anything Because there is only one Me.  Until next time, TTFN!! blu4sky 21112025

Assalamualaikum picture source: google (ilmualam.com) The first surah that i ever memorized after surah al ikhlas.  I learnt on this surah my own. For years, this was the only surah that i was able to memorize due to lack of knowledge and unable to recite quran. My whole life i wish that there was someone who could teach me to recite the Quran. To guide me unfortunately i am not as lucky as others.  The struggle and the challenges that i encountered make me always question myself. Why was it so difficult for me to learn the Quran. I was doing something good, to learn to recite the Quran but why did Allah make it so difficult? I don't understand.  When i was younger, we were not fortunate to have ustaz ustazah to teach agama unlike in semenanjung. we were lucky when i was in primary school, there was one pakcik was transferred from papar to our place and this pakcik organized a mengaji class. i completed my muqadam and just before i started my Quran, the pakcik was transfe...

video source: IG myawakenlove  Assalamualaikum I was browsing through my IG and saw this video The difference between waiting and trusting waiting is attachment and expectation which is the root of fear whilst trusting is rooted in love.  you don't worry, you do not have doubt or anxious if things do not go your way your nervous system relax. When i watch the video, the concept of tawakal came across my mind The concept of tawakal  is very big for me. I do not have a good grasp of the concept. I know Tawakal means we surrender to Allah without any doubt but How do we surrender? How do we tell ourselves to have that "Yakin"? How do we make ourselves to not worry? Trusting is rooted in love When we love Allah, we trust in Allah You don't worry, you do not have doubt or anxious if things do not go your way We put our trust in Allah When we trust Allah. your nervous system relax No matter what the result is, we know it is the best for us we stop being anxious because we ...

 Assalamualaikum When i was having a discussion with aiman many many moons ago, one of the topic we touched was about syirik. There is very fine line between our amalan to become syirik or ibadah. Often we didn't realised it.  We are so use to say kalau nak murah rezeki, solat dhuha. True indeed amalan solat dhuha is good and we try our best to perfom solat dhuha but then if we have this perception or understanding that solat dhuha akan murahkan rezeki, then that understanding can lead to syirik without realising it. Dhuha is perform usually during our busiest time of the day. And Dhuha is a test for us. Will we take our time off from busy schedule to remember Allah? Are we performing solat Dhuha because it with murahkan our rezeki or Are we performing Dhuha because we want to meet Allah and ask Allah to bless us with rizqi?  Do a self check, what is our understanding about dhuha and which is our niat? Until next time, TTFN!!! blu4sky 18112025

Assalamualaikum photo source: pinterest Kita selalu dengar orang kata amal ayat seribu dinar akan murah rezeki. Kalau pergi ke mana-mana, pasti kita akan nama ada kedai yang akan lekat sticker atau frame ayat seribu dinar di dinding premis mereka dan ada juga yang gantungkan frame ayat seribu dinar di rumah kediaman.  i came across this ayat many time but never once i recite this ayat until one day it just cross my mind to find out the meaning of ayat. So i  i read google for the ayat with malay meaning. When i read the meaning of the ayat, i then understand.  Firman Allah SWT yang bermaksud : Dan sesiapa yang bertakwa kepada Allah  nescaya Allah akan membuka jalan keluar baginya, dan memberinya rezeki dari jalan yang tidak dia duga. Dan sesiapa bertawakal kepada Allah, maka Allah mencukupkan keperluannya. Sesungguhnya Allah tetap melakukan segala perkara yang dikehendakiNya. Allah telah pun menentukan kadar dan masa bagi berlakunya setiap sesuatu. Ayat ini jela...

 Assalamualaikum Was coughing badly in the meeting and tetiba KU cakap Puan ada heavy chest. I was like apa dia..dua tiga kali lah juga tanya sebab ingat salah dengar. Dia kata heavy chest. Batuk teruk sangat. I told him i went to clinic but the Dr said my lung was clear and didn't prescribe any medicine. KU dok lah anguk-anguk dah serupa burung belatuk ku tengok..hahahah He then said you ada bronchitis. It is not asthma. Guna jer puff tu.  When you have Dr as you KU, haa time meeting dapat free consultation...hahahaha... I was actually having breathing difficulty last friday. Requested for time off sebab dah rasa macam nak kena asthma attack. Sempatlah ambil puff sebelum drive balik. Nasib baik juga lah minta time off. Petang tu dengan hujan lebatnya. I can't imagine how would i drive in the heavy rain and sesak nafas at the same time. Balik rumah dapat rehat kejap then kejap-kejap message masuk, staff dekat office tanya dokumen tu dokumen ni...dah serupa tak time off...😏 Un...

  Assalamualaikum 2025 is almost reaching the year end so here i am reset, restart, refocus. I decided to start a new blog. I have tried to write on thread but too many limitation and i don't feel comfortable. i do write on my wa status but you can't write freely as it also has limitation. So i decided to start a new blog for me to write.   Why did i choose edelweiss as my blog's title? Well edelweiss represent purity, courage, love and resillience. So ya it is time for me to reset, restart, refocus be resillience like edelweiss that grow in remote mountains area. And edelweiss is scarce so do i. there is no other blu4sky who is courages, pure and love deeply.  so edelweiss it my new blog Why i do not write in my old blog? Biarlah rahsia.  Bismillah.... until next time, TTFN!! blu4sky 14112025